Forced to be a girl story

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in. For my part, I did not know this man. He must have had very little interest in me when I was small; I had virtually no memory of him. Nor did I understand why my mother had sent me away. That she was leaving Norway, I knew, and also that it had something to do with her break-up with her then-boyfriend it usually did; whenever we changed countries there was often a man involved.

But this time we did not leave together, and this I never understood. Nor ever forgave her for. I felt abandoned, exiled. Naturally, I assumed it was my fault. And perhaps, in a way, it was — whilst the changes in my body were mercifully late in coming, coming they were, and my insistence on continuing to present myself as female was no doubt causing my mother considerable anxiety. As kind as she was to me, in so many ways, my mother was never one to face up to consequences head-on. I doubt she gave my father any warning as Forced to be a girl story what exactly was arriving on his doorstep.

And what on earth to do with her. I arrived only a couple weeks before the start of the school year. He took me to buy school things. And to cut my hair. Which I adamantly refused to allow. He drove me to the barber, but I would not get out of the car. He slapped me, but I would not give in. My hair was all I had left. I was terrified. I had never spent much time around boys, and the gymnasium was nothing but boys. The thought of changing clothes in front of dozens of boys was unbearable.

Unable to escape the inevitable, I thought to go early and change before anyone else arrived, but someone saw me enter the locker room, and boys followed me in. I stood petrified, clutching my things. I had already been teased about my name and my voice and my hair, mocked and shoved around in the hallways. This was going to be worse. I was grabbed, hard, many hands; shoved and pinned to the wall. I felt my trousers and underwear being yanked down, my ankles tangled.

Forced to be a girl story

I was tossed onto the cold concrete floor. I tried to get up but was shoved down again, someone had hold of my hair and was using it to pull me down, a foot pressed into my chest. Someone kicked me, then brought their foot down in my crotch. Now many feet were kicking, stomping. My hair was released and I curled into a ball. The kicking continued, on my back and buttocks, another final blow aimed between my legs. The laughter receded and I heard the door slam closed. In a few minutes other boys would begin arriving. I recovered myself and fled. I arrived home from school, far too early.

My father looked me up and down with what seemed to be mild interest. Gym class. Cut your hair. But I never would. It was all I had left. Next: IV. Girl, Epilogue: The red-haired, green-eyed girl returns. : I. Girl, Begun: Why my mother raised me as a girl. Girl, Disrupted: How my body betrayed me. I was very thin and much shorter than my peers until a growth spurt in my mid-to-late teens.

My voice did not drop until my sixteenth year, when it suddenly dropped a lot. I never did acquire body hair, and developed minimal facial and pubic hair only in my 20s. Perhaps it was a case of mind over matter. Whatever it was, I count my blessings. The deep, resonant voice, though… that hurt.

Forced to be a girl story

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Forced to be a girl story

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Forced to be a girl story

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year-old boy shares his story about being forced to be trans by mother